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LEAVING TUMBLR! sorry tumblr, im sticking to good ol’ blogger. (you’re just too cool for me.)
Hannah
she saw you today, no matter if you saw her or not. but she did. she saw you talking to another girl, the way you walked with her.
she tried not to look, not to think to far.
she slowed down her steps, not wanting to be walking so near the both of you.
and she looked, until you both were out of her sight.
everything around her felt funny, like they werent suppose to be there.
It’s nothing, i keep telling myself, they are friends, just like the both of us.
but please, give me a warning or something, let me hear the truth from you, and not anyone else.
because i’ve been hearing everything about people i thought i loved, from someone else, and it hurts to know that you didnt let me know first.
i need someone to talk to.
i’ll keep the lock on my heart, hoping, someone would care enough to break it open.
Because even though i got over him, the hurt from how he played with my heart, again and again still hurts. and i’ve learned to guard it so securely that i dont know how to open it up and let anyone in anymore.
thank you friend, like i’ve said before. but you deserve so much more than me.
this entire week has really been very hard. especially on tuesday when nothing seem to appear right.
i went home, with tears filling my eyes, because i realised that someone, out of my comfort zone, someone actually cares for me. and it hurts because i dont know what to do with it.
you took one look at me and knew something was up. and instead of asking am i alright, you asked me whats wrong. and no matter how i lied to say that nothing was wrong, you knew, and you didnt let me off that easily.
i teared because no one was cared such a great deal for me. for a long long time.
i teared because its hard letting anyone in my life.
i teared because i was afraid of whats going to happen.
but you stood on with me. you could have left me alone there, but you decided to stay.
thank you, for being there for me.
Because i think that if you wanted to tell someone something, you need to tell it to them privately and not leave a note publicly.
I wasnt kidding when I told myself that I’d do anything to make this year different.
We’ve all had that funny feeling in our guts when we see a special someone;
We’ve all had awkward moments when we try to strike up a conversation with them;
We’ve all had sneak a peek at them, and look back, so they wouldnt catch you looking;
We’ve all had kept that feeling to ourself and regretted it.
They all ask about my past, who i was with, just so they could tease me about it.
They teased me about my present, whenever im close to someone.
Last year, i would have been the one asking on status updates on everyone else’s lives;
But now, i dont care, really. It’s none of my business, and why bother?
I do have a lot of guy friends, they all say its dangerous, being close to a guy, but theres a deeper truth in that, that no one knows about.
Im sorry, If i’d ever led you on.
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